He appears to be all done with us

I am sorry for that, i forgot my training in argumentation, but this is part of my life.

when my heart bleeds, I tend to make others suffer.

LOL, I am all done with you am I young man? So when have you proven that?

I am sorry to jump in on the arguement...

lil mama you could very well be depressed and thats all. We all get depressed here and there but having depression is not the same. Do you have any one that you can lean on and let it all out? That could be all you need. I know it is hard but you need to seek help whether it is a friend or a professional. The fear you have is only magnifying what you are feeling and there is nothing wrong with asking for help. After all what are friends and doctors for? I dont want to tell you that you have depression or anything else because we unfortunately dont have the tools and are not close enough to help you pick up the pieces. You need someone that can help you figure out why you feel this way and back it up with a shoulder to cry on or an answer on how to deal with it and the support that goes along with it. Just look at your sons smiling face and he will give you the strength you need to reach out to a friend.

If anyone thinks I am wrong that is ok. I gave myself kudos just for being brave enough to post in this thread. GO ME!!!

Anyway, I am sorry sue, cause mental illness is a sore spot with me. Most people havent come close to living it. again, sorry.

Paul, no worries ok.

You "shouldn't" suffer, but you are. So please, lean on us! Lean on your friends! The only ones that should be allowed to lean on you right now are your children! And, at their age you should be able to explain that you also need support in all of this, too.

okie dokie I really am responding to specific posts but they seem to keep disappearing.... bedtime for bonzo.... aka SueP

lil mama, I hope the sun shines brightly for you soon whether you are able to pull yourself out of this spot yourself or with help. I totally agree with the "depressed vs. depression" concept though. I hope you are just in a depressed place right now....

ah, I wasn't the only one that saw it then

Like i said, I am sorry Sue. Mental illness has for the most part deprived my girls of thier mother. Whem i was growing up "mother" was the max. ugh, i miss mine and can't continue..

THE ONE THING THAT bothers me ABOUT THIS THREAD IS THAT i HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT MY MOM IN YEARS, AND IT IS MAKING ME CRY

I apologise and deleted my post as I realized that arguing with "someone" did not help anyone especially the person who started this thread asking for our help. So I send this to lil mama :huggies: in hopes you will feel better very soon.

:huggies: And heres one for you Paul as I think you could use one.....have a good night everyone

Sad part is with all my fiber, all my being, I wish i could help. To be at peace is my only goal in life. I wish it on everyone. peace

The only other advice I can give you lil mama is most information on depression says that if this has lasted 2 weeks or longer then it is time to talk to your doctor.Plus many other health problems can cause us to feel this way.If you need someone to talk to pm me and we can chat.I have suffered with depression my whole life and there are great ways meds or not to help get through it.The first step is recognise it and you have done that.Take care hugs and prayers Gail

want to talk something funny, this thread has made me cry my eyesm out, not the thread, I am not sure, but, I am still crying, missing my mom, I must go..I hate crying.., but loved my mom.