I am new to this so here goes. I am 32 years old and I have a 1 and half year old son. I am also 4 months pregnant. I rescently moved to Florida from to be with the father of my kids. He convinced me it would be a new start and things would be great. They were far from great as soon as I got here. I tried to be patient and understanding but that didn't work. He started to insult me and put me down. Eventually I found out he was cheating on me AGAIN!!! I kicked him out with only the clothes on his back. I threw away all of his belongings. I was so devasted it was like I was another person. I felt bad a few days later but I got over that quickly. I don't think he feels bad after what he has done to me. I am now out here pregnant and alone. I can't go back to Jersey and I am stuck. I don't know anyone out here at all. My friends in Jersey have been supportive but its not the same as if I had someone to hug me and tell me it will be okay. How could he be so mean to me? How could he hurt me like this. I look at our son and I can't understand how he could abandon us like that. I know its for the best since its not the first time but I really thought he would be there for his son and I. It hurts me so much its unbearable. How can I get through this???

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This is an awesome site with lots of great people.I can tell you the only way to get through this is one day at a time.Make a list of all of the priorites you need and just take your time to grieve but it does get easier.HUgs Gail