Hi everyone. I live in Mass. I will try to make MY story as short as possible...here goes.

I got pregnant with DD#1 when i was just 18 yrs old and rasied her with the help of my parents but her dad was NOT ready to be a dad. So basically her and I grew up together, it was VERY hard rasing a child at that age but wouldnt change it for the world.

When she was 4 I met my husband WISH i knew then that he was a complete jerk but i guess we learn these things later on. I had gotten pregnant a year after we met and decided to marry I did NOT want to do the singleparent thing AGAIN! I lost my baby 5 days before my wedding but still went through with it, I really felt i loved him.

We got pregnant again in February and I lived with a MONSTER for 27 months after that. He was VERY abusive both emotionally and phscially. Finally Last June I felt i had the strength and kicked him out. So here I am 10 months later with my divorce filed and going 100% through with it. The one thing that MADE me leave him was that i have TWO beautiful daughter and I am NOT going to let them see that anymore and I have to live for them Godforbid he ever hurt me so bad that i wouldnt beable to care for them SCARED me. That made me LEAVE him!

Life has NOT been easy but we are surving and I am SO much happier then i EVER was in my marriage! I just cant wait for it to be DONE!!!! I look forward to meeting NEW people!

MY oldest is 8 yrs old and my youngest is 2.5 and a HYPER little thing!!