WOW! Believe it or not but there is a guy that is intrested in me even though I'm 15wks pregnate! It was thrilling. I'm meeting him tonight at a friends house. Just friendly meeting. Hey even if it's nothing more than a friendship thats ok. Right now all I really need is to have a guy to date not have a realtionship with.

I am not doing so well this morning. Not only did I post it half way done I also posted it in the wrong section. I need a vacation from early mornings.

Anyways it's just great to know that a gury would notice me and it made me realize that I'm still attractive when pregnate. Hey I'm just pregnate not ugly right?!

Yay me

SPIRIT

Spirit I am so happy for you its great that you have found someone to even just hang out with and lift your spirits. I hope that every thing goes good tonight. let us know.

I am not surprised, some of us guys are actually not looking for a "barbi look-alike". and conggrats, and keep us posted ok? ok.

Not surprised here either, Spirit. There's something really cute and endearing about a gal who's preggers. I mean, what could be more feminine?

Good luck

Chris

Thanks orion and wyatt for the vote of confidence. You're right how more feminine can I get right. By the way where are all you great guys when I need them? Why can't you both be local in my state LOL You're both sweet.

Anyways I meet the guy last night. Really sweet guy and I'm interested in getting to know him. He's a bit shy so he did not talk much but he could have left easly enough if he did not want to be there. So that was a good sign right?

Then I kinda freaked to myself mentally. Am I ready for even a possible date w/any guy? Can I go thru w/ this? I'm just still very freshly hurt from the baby's father. I am afraid to let any new guy into my life. I'm terrified of being hurt. I also have to take the chance and go w/the flow and hope that there is only good things to come. I could be missing out on a really sweet guy or a really good friend.

The positive thing was that I realized that I really don't want my x back. I'm slowly getting over him. I also realized that yes I can do this pregnancy alone and raise this baby. I am looking forward to it all and improving my life for the better. I really don't need a man to be a good woman or mom.

Over all I think it went ok. Heck I could even gain a friend out of it if it did not go any farther. I'm trying to keep the dating life on the light side right now and I'm not really looking anyways. I'm happy being who I am right now. If something really good comes along hopefull I'll see it and grab on. L I hope something works for the two of us at some point down the road.

It just makes me feel good to know guys are noticing me thou.

For once I'm becoming happy and at peace slowly w/myself. Sorry about the happy ramble but I'm excited that I am feeling better about life and myself right now. I have this feeling of I am going to be alright even thou I have bad days. That feeling is good right now. I can smile and be happy.

Thanks everyone. You're all the greatest.

:balloons: :lovesfv: :balloons:

SPIRIT

Sorry i am so far way

Thats really great I love that feeling lol I hope it go's great with that guy

I remember when I was real close to my due date. I went out with a girlfriend, we met up with a couple guys at the bar. After close, we went to Perkins to eat, and one of them told me I was beautiful.

After all the terrible things that I went through with my relationship, the rejection from Jack's dad, it was such a good feeling to be told something so nice.

It meant alot to me, still does. But it's kinda sad that during a time that was supposed to be the most wonderful time of my life, I was so hungry for acceptance and affirmation from a man.

God loves us. Acts 1:14-- read that verse, and think, "Someday my prince will come." That's what it means to me.

I have always thought pregnant women had a certain glow about them that adds to their beauty, their femininity.