Hi everyone... first time post.
I've been taking care of my 6 yrs old now since her birth. My ex husband is not involved; in any way.
My parents were there for me with babysitting issues for the past 6 years but now its all over.. they are getting divorced.. I was working last night and my mother calls me expressing suicidal thoughts. I took her to emerg...my bro is substance abuser.. Everything is falling apart..
As for me I live on my own with my daughter.. I don't have any close friends.. more like aquantances really... I work almost full time shift work to be able to support me and my angel.. and I find it extremely difficult to even find the babysitter who is so flexible.. hence im on call 90% of the time..
I feel as if I want to just move away... run away with her.. and start a new fresh life ... there is so much emotional stress,and I don't even have anyone to talk to... I feel so trapped and lost..
I feel as if I'm waiting for someone to come to rescue me tell me what to do...I feel so alone.. I don't know any single moms or dads in my area.. and I so need someone who understands me...

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I don't even have anyone to talk to... I feel so trapped and lost

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