MY son is due on the 30th. IA m scared, MOM left in july , since then I have tried to let her come back 3 times, each time she walked out agian. I would come home from work everytime and her stuff would be packed. We didnt even really fight that much, except about money, but I guess everyone fights about that. I try to date, but in the back of my mind I feel like I ma cheating or running from my son, and that is as far from the truth as it could be. I am hoping some of you may understand. I also dont want to hate her for leaving me 4 times, but I do. Especially when she wants to come back again, but I just cant let myself get hurt anymore. So I am alone, worried about whether or not I will get to see my son, worried about my sons future, andhaving to grow up with us as parents