I was finally able to get rid of all the things my ex gave me. Last night I got out the box, didn't even open it, and threw it all away. All the notes, pictures, music, art and various gifts. :balloon:

It has taken me forever to just look at the box let alone pick it up to get rid of it. I believe this is a good sign. I am so ready to move on and thanks to a lot of you, I am doing just that. I am not going to let his memory control my feelings or actions anymore. There is more to life than him. I don't even think of him as Kai's dad anymore, except as a reference when asked about him. I guess I could just start calling him my sperm donor. LOL

I wanted to say thank you for all of your support, advice and encouragement! I hope I can offer the same. :sweetheart:

Not a problem bug. Glad to know you are able to move on. It's a great feeling to be able to do that. Sperm donor is a good name. I have two in my life right now...my son's father and this coming babys father.

Hope you continue to feel this way.

SPIRIT

Good for you shybug that is awesome. Keep on trucken you will be fine, dear.
God bless.