My grandma is dying and we expect to get the call anyday now. I was able to accept it ok up until yesterday when I went to see her. I am really finding it difficult to go through this without somebody there for me to lean on. I have to be strong for my daughter and I have family but they are all suffering at seeing my grandma so sick just as I am so I don't feel right trying to lean on them. I have friends who are great. It just isn't the same as having somebody there 24/7. Am I the only one who finds these times difficult to deal with alone?

Any input appreciated

Shannon,
I am really sad to hear about this.
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Daniela