So I actually got there today (or yesterday considering it's 1:34 a.m.). I felt like I was going to have a panic attack before going in but I made myself go. It felt so good to be back in that atmosphere, and the singing, oh it was wonderful! I took forever getting ready changed a million times, went back in forth on going or not going, and only got there in time for worship not class, but I made it in the building and my chest pain went away! Okay this probably makes no sense and sounds crazy but facing the feeling of panic is so hard for me and I beat it today! Hooray!

Today was just a Great day!

I am so glad you beat the panic. I totally understand. Did you go to church? I'm confused on that part.

Yes I went, to church that is.

I had planned on going Saturday night to check out the catholic church but did not attend due to losing track of time and not realizing it. I am going to call today to see when I can go another time and if someone will have time to talk to me and answer my questions.