i get in these moods where one minute im happy and the next my attitude totally changes..i have been pretty depressed lately..in which i should be happy because i graduate soon, i mean i am proud of myself for staying in high school and getting a diploma, but its just the fact that sometimes i get upset when i think of my ex, because he moved to cali 3 days before my daughter was born..he has nothing to do with her..he hasnt even seen her! i guess he is getting married sometime in the summer..i love my daughter to death and nothing will change that..but i need someone to talk to..it gets depressing that most guys here in iowa wont date a girl that has a kid..why is it that girls will date a guy with a kid though? i mean seriously..the tables are turned and it really sucks..but if anyone wants to talk or anything..email me * abercrombiechic18_abercrombiechic18*hotmail.*** or swtnsassyd69*hotmail.*** ..thank you..

I know how hard it is without the father around. I had to move away from where I lived, and after, I realized I was pregnant. The father lives in a town about two hours from me now, and never even makes any kind of attempt. Yet, he always wants the kid to have his last name, or be named after him when it is born in August. I know how it is with guys....who wants to date the pregnant or the mom? No one really, or no one you'd ever be interested in. All the guys want from me is to have sex with me, which sure aint happening. Guys are jerks, thats all I think. I am trying to concentrate more on my school and my child right now, I get depressed about guys too. Im a sophomore, or well, I am going to be a junior at the start of next school year, and I see my friends going out and partying and having a good time, and I know I can't do that, that depresses me. Or when I see someone hugging their boyfriend, or a family, a mom dad and baby, all so happy, that kills me too. I think if a guy wont accept you while you have your baby, you need to not even try for one of them because that child is your life and if they can't have that then they shouldn't be able to have you either, I believe that kids come first. If you ever want to talk, e-mail me or msn or yahoo messenger, basketballplaya_2006*hotmail.*** (MSN) or libra_9213*yahoo.*** (YAHOO). Nice to meet you chick, good luck.