This is my first entry to SFV. I am 32 and expecting my first baby in June. I'm thrilled but the father lives in the UK and although he claims to want to be part of our lives, I'm not sure I want him to be. Just moved to NM from the East Coast...live with my mom who is very supportive but don't have a friend out here and feel sad and alone. I also don't have a job and feel like a burdon. I know that my situation isn't as bad as most but I can't help but cry myself to sleep every night.