Well, I am trying to pick up the peices of my disaster last week. Its very hard though. I did finally tell her to stop calling me because all her words are just lies. Hopefully as time goes on she will stop calling and I can really heal. Now she seems to just be calling every couple of days to aggrivate me. She actually had the nerve to ask me to call her when I go into labor. I wish I could have smacked her. OH well, it has to get easier soon.

It will get easier. Maybe not as soon as you hope but it will. Hang in there.

Time does heal almost all of the wound. It does get eaiser and you will feel better about it. I know w/my X he said oh call me at work to let me know when your in labor. Ok he works 7am to 3pm. I go into labor at 1am Im suppose to cross my legs and make it wait until he gets to work at 7am????? I told him this and he like well that the only way to get ahold of me. X's do they use their brains sometimes. I hope this made you laugh alittle. Just imainge me aurging w/the docs wellthis baby needs to wait b/c it's father gets to work my 7am. LOL LOL.

But seriouly the way you should look at it is that she knows where you live your number blah blah...if she cared she would be there right?! I feel this way about my baby's father. To bad if the baby is born b4 he gets to work.

I hope that you can get to this point b/c turst me you still hurt but it's not as bad and you feel so much better at this point. Everytime lately it seems that when I get down I either have my 8yr son hugging me and telling how much he loves me or I have the baby kicking me a good one saying hey mommy daddy left you but I'm still here for you and I love you too! Ok it sounds corny but that's how I feel.

So smile and enjoy your baby and pregnancy.

SPIRIT

Hang in there. I hope things get better for you. Just forget about your ex and focus on your baby. Congrats! take care.

I have a funny story about childbirth that once upon a time, wasn't so funny..

When I was in labor with my 3rd daughter, many moons ago (she is now 6), I told my then-husband (you'll soon know why he finally got the boot!) that he had better cancel his business trip as our child was on the way that very day. In his usual manner toward me, he was irritated and doubted the validity of what I was telling him. I knew it would be inconvenient for him to cancel his trip, but geez, what's a girl to do? How dare I be so demanding of his time? Anyhoo...that was first thing in the morning...he stayed home, minded the older two girls while I went about my day with several breaks due to the increasing labor pains. Fast forward to 8:00pm that night...the other kids are in bed and he is happily parked in front of the big screen tv watching precious playoff hockey. He was paying zero attention to the state I was in, so I called a good friend to come over and verify that I was indeed in labor, albeit two weeks early! By 9:30pm she was sitting with me counting very regular contractions and telling my husband he had better take me to the hospital or she would! So he let out a heaving sigh and waited while my friend packed my bag and escorted me into the car. He rolled his eyes at her and said "we'll be back soon" as we drove away. We got to the hospital and the first thing he said to the nurse was "she's not really in labor" and "do you have a t.v. for the room by chance?"...and they accommodated him before even checking my vitals! An hour later our daughter was born and I wanted to strangle him with the umbilical cord...God, how I miss him...

True story, unfortunately...